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Colleen Krystyniak's avatar

Sooo Grateful daily to have found you & Billy & this whole community!!! I take such comfort in reading this- esp the bits about doing it all in your own time; no wrong way; it all being here when we are ready.

I’ve been a founding member since almost 3 mins after I dipped my toe🤣. As a Mama of 4 (ages 14-32) & current (unexpected) foster Mama to my 8yr old nephew, I am sometimes frustrated I don’t have the creative “space” I CRAVE to create my own work; work I deem worthy of posting.

I am simultaneously creating a part time private therapy practice (after decades of working for others) that incorporates writing as a healing modality & trying to take this online while also being tech illiterate 🤪 while also dabbling in my own Substack.

At times this all feels like A lot; unrealistic, & overwhelming & why am I even bothering; like who am I kidding?

And then I come to WITD & I am buoyed; challenged, inspired. It all feels worth it again. 🤗

I was never able to pursue an MFA.

I was pregnant by 18 & a Mama by 19, so I had to ‘quick scramble’ and get a degree in Nursing to support my baby boy & me.

I don’t regret a single moment of my Mama journey. (Lots of heartache & trials & trauma & lessons & losses, but #life huh?)

And. And I am So Grateful for this unexpected Gift from the Universe to Be Here-Now- in your space.

I read. I soak up your instructions; the close readings of others. I read their brilliant work. It expands me. I feel my heart open. I comment whenever I can. I don’t often post my own work yet but I’m getting closer to fully completing something I would.

My world now is partitioned into segments of time so I steal moments when I can and scribble words. I can’t always finish. But I persist. I persist in no kind of logical order. I know I’m healing from all sorts of things. Like all humans.

I have a thousand stories & tens of thousands of essays in me;

A memoir that is still frozen in my tissues. Coming here is a gentle thaw;

Permission to be where I am, and still create in my own way while learning how to do craft. Thankyouthankyouthankyou 💕

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Monika Kosmákova 🇨🇦🏔️'s avatar

The founding membership is totally with it ♥️

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